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Xeno Main Story: Chapter 11

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A few days after Xeno-san got injured.

Rina: … I’m done with the taping. I’ll go prepare breakfast.

Xeno: Okay.

(No one's here, right? This is a good chance…)

That was how I had been supporting him in his daily life, in order to avoid putting a burden on his ankle.

Despite that, due to his daily work and vigorous practice sessions, it wasn't possible to avoid worsening the injury.

(It turns out… participating in the music festival with his ankle in this condition is too reckless after all.)

(Xeno-san is insistent that it’s not a problem, but will he really be fine?)

…

… The night before the music festival.

Everyone wore grim expressions on their faces when they returned from rehearsal.

Finn: Xeno, what was with your dance just now? You weren't focused at all.

Hugh: … Your tempo was off.

Jace: There was an overall lack of sharpness in your moves. Maybe it was influenced by the dancing, but your vocals were lacklustre too.

Xeno: … I won’t deny my mistakes.

(It’s because he’s injured…)

Ivy: This is very unlike you. It’s the first time you're making such mistakes. Is there something in mind troubling you?

Sakura: You should take this time to voice out your worries if any. The actual performance is tomorrow, I can’t be rest assured with you in this condition.

I understood their uneasiness.

As the centre of exe Creed, Xeno-san’s poor condition will inevitably affect the group as a whole.

Xeno: It’s nothing in particular. I merely lacked concentration.

Sakura: Xeno…

Finn: What the heck? Are you treating this performance like some kind of joke?

Jace: You’re always lecturing us on it, but aren’t you the one who’s unfit to be a professional and lacks drive?

Hugh: … I prefer the usual Xeno.

Ivy: Why aren’t you saying anything? … Do you not trust us?

(That's not…)

The members’ reproachful words towards Xeno-san felt like stabs to my heart.

Xeno: … I’ll perform perfectly tomorrow. You all will have no complaints then, right?

With that, Xeno-san walked out.

Finn: Tch! What was that attitude!?

Jace: *sigh* This is annoying.

Hugh: …

Ivy: I give up. The actual performance is tomorrow, and yet…

The members looked irritated and disappointed.

(If this goes on, exe Creed will fall apart before the music festival.)

Xeno-san was working so desperately… I couldn't stand hearing the members misunderstand him.

(I can’t keep quiet any longer…!)

Rina: Um… everyone, I have something to say. The truth is…!

I made up my mind and told them the events that had led up to this.

I told them everything; from him getting injured while protecting me, to hiding it and continuing with vigorous activities in his life…

Rina: It’s not that Xeno-san doesn’t have motivation, nor does he lack trust in all of you…!

I desperately explained the situation as much as I could, hoping that he wouldn’t be misunderstood.

In the end, the response I received was entirely unexpected.

Finn: We already knew that sort of thing happened.

Rina: Eh!?

Hugh: His dancing… is always weird…

Jace: At first, I was convinced by his poker face that he was fine.

Jace: But still, whenever we’re together, I’d notice that he wasn’t in a good condition. On top of that, it even looks like it’s getting worse.

Ivy: You’ve been behaving oddly these days too. I thought the two of you were hiding something from us.

Rina: So that’s how it is…

Rina: T-then why did everyone say those things earlier on?

Ivy: Because Xeno is trying to hide his injury from us.

Jace: Just think of the kind of personality that guy has. If we were to say we’d give him a hand, do you think he’ll obediently accept our help?

Finn: He’ll most definitely reject it. That guy’s extremely stubborn and his pride is sky high.

Rina: That’s…

Sakura: As long as he doesn’t say it himself, the members can’t do anything about it.

Ivy: That’s why we said those nasty things on purpose to force him into telling us what's going on with him.

Hugh: … Although… it was no use…

Jace: Yup, that plan was an utter failure. He didn’t even say a single word in response to those insults when this isn’t the time to show off his fortitude.

Finn: Xeno’s stubbornness is far beyond our expectations.

Rina: You guys…

(I never expected that everyone already realised it long ago.)

(They know Xeno-san better than I thought they did…)

= Flashback Start =

Xeno: I can’t make a big deal out of this and drag the members down… I’ll follow through with this perfectly.

= Flashback End =

Despite being meritocratic and strict, Xeno-san did properly take the members’ matters into consideration.

Neither side communicated their feelings with the other side, which resulted in them not knowing what the other side felt. … That made me so frustrated, I couldn't stand it.

(This can’t go on. For the sake of Xeno-san and everyone else, I should do whatever I can.)

Rina: I’ll persuade Xeno-san.

Jace: You?

Finn: Can you really do it?

Hugh: Xeno… stubborn…

Rina: I’ll manage! Absolutely!

Ivy: … If it’s coming from you, maybe he’ll give a different response.

Ivy: Got it. We’ll try persuading him again, but could you talk to him before that?

Rina: Okay!

With a strong mind, I made my way to where Xeno-san was.

…

In the training room, he danced so hard as though he were trying to cast something off.

Rina: Xeno-san.

Xeno: Kawanaga? Get out, you’re disturbing my practice.

He threw those cold words at me. If I were my old self, I would definitely feel intimidated.

(But it’s different now.)

He held a passion and responsibility for his work that exceeded that of ordinary people, and his consideration towards the other members showed that… he had a truly warm heart.

(I’m not afraid of him anymore because I know all that.)

Rina: No, I'm not leaving. So… you have to discuss it with everyone after all.

I absolutely must convey these feelings to him. … I spoke with my fists tightly clenched.

Rina: I’m sorry… I told them about your injury.

Xeno: What?

Rina: But everyone already noticed it before I told them.

Xeno: !

Xeno-san wore a shocked expression, and I conveyed everyone's words to him.

Rina: Everyone�� they all know very well what kind of person you are, Xeno-san.

Rina: On top of that, as your team members, they want to support you.

Xeno: … Those guys?

Rina: That’s right. You feel the same, don't you, Xeno-san?

Xeno: What?

Rina: You understand all the other members too and have a strong bond with them, right?

Xeno: What are you talking about… there's no such thing. Those guys are nothing more than my team members.

Xeno: To me, what matters most is whether they have what it takes to be on the team. That’s all.

Rina: You acknowledging them as fellow members is proof of your bond.

Rina: You recognise and understand each of the members’ personalities and skills.

Rina: That’s exactly why you've been able to coordinate such splendid performances for the team, isn’t it?

Xeno: !

exe Creed’s concerts brought out the member’s individuality, and yet they harmonise so flawlessly.

Remaining well coordinated on stage without losing your individuality was extremely difficult to achieve.

Rina: There’s no way you could have no bond with the members when you’re capable of taking all these factors into consideration before handing it to them.

Xeno: …

Rina: You’re not alone, Xeno-san. exe Creed is a five member group.

Rina: Have a proper discussion with everyone… you’ll surely be able to overcome this obstacle.

Xeno: …

Xeno-san’s eyes wavered, he looked lost.

I stared straight at him in hopes to grasp what was in his heart.

Rina: Let’s work together with everyone else, okay? That way, the performance at the music festival will definitely be a success.

Rina: exe Creed will shine even brighter.

Rina: You’ll shine as bright as diamonds… no, EVEN BRIGHTER than diamonds! That’s for sure!

At the same time I finished my words, the door to the training room opened.

Ivy: We agree with her.

Xeno: You guys…

Ivy: Xeno, every one of us knows very well how earnest you are in your work.

Ivy: We feel proud to be in a team with you.

Xeno: Ivy…

Finn: You’re arrogant and always nagging at us, but I acknowledge your skills.

Finn: Your performance on stage isn’t bad either.

Jace: The part about arrogance is a bit rich coming from Finn, but I pretty much agree with him.

Jace: I could never think so thoroughly about our performances like you do, and I also honestly think your singing is great.

Xeno: Finn, Jace…

Hugh: I like… Xeno’s dancing and singing… too…

Hugh: I think he’s cool. … I’m happy when I dance with him.

Xeno: Hugh…

Sakura: It’s about time you put an end to this stubbornness.

Sakura: Don’t you think that only working as a team can achieve the “flawless performance” you speak of?

Xeno: Sakura-san…

Xeno-san’s eyes wavered with a troubled look.

Xeno: … I never thought you guys would say those things to me.

Rina: Xeno-san…

Rina: I beg you. Please believe in them. Things will definitely go well.

Xeno: … I wonder why, but I feel the same way too.

Xeno: Until just a moment ago, I wouldn't agree even if I were told such things…

Xeno: …

Xeno-san heaved a deep sigh. The solemn expression on his face from earlier on was no more.

He faced the members, looking as though he had been freed from the shadows.

Xeno: … I believe you all have already heard it from her, but I injured my ankle a few days back. As this is unacceptable behaviour from a professional… I’m sorry.

Xeno: My daily life aside, my injury has caused me to be potentially unable to pull off a flawless performance on stage tomorrow.

Xeno: Therefore… will you guys help me? Your strength is needed to ensure a successful performance. … Please.

He bowed his head as he spoke.

(Xeno-san…)

Ivy: Of course we will. We’re a team.

Jace: Xeno asking for a favour is a super rare thing, it’d be a waste not to go along with it.

Finn: Just who do you think I am? How could I possibly be unable to cover up such a minor issue?

Hugh: … Change the choreography? I can do it.

(You guys…!)

The members looked really dependable as they responded to Xeno-san’s words with smiles.

Xeno: You guys…

Xeno-san was at a loss for words, seemingly feeling somewhat moved by their response.

Seeing everyone’s reactions, Sakura-san grinned and clapped his hands.

Sakura: Alright. Now that it's been decided, let’s have a meeting! Let's overcome this pinch together.

…

We wasted no time in starting the discussion.

Finn: How shall we change the choreography?

Ivy: What about minimising Xeno’s dance moves?

Hugh: Can’t… it’ll look too obvious and uncool…

How can we make it look natural without compromising the quality of the choreography… while at the same time avoid putting a burden on Xeno-san?

Amidst the exchanging of various opinions, I came up with an idea too.

(As an outsider, I probably shouldn't butt in. But…)

I gathered my resolve and voiced my opinion.

Rina: Um… instead of only changing one part to cover up, how about making a whole new choreography instead?

Rina: One where Xeno-san doesn’t have many dance parts, but makes up for it by being the main vocalist.

Rina: We’ll change the dance parts for the other members too and turn it into a special performance just for tomorrow, making it a talking point.

Normally, my suggestion would sound absurd and out of place.

(But Xeno-san’s singing has a powerful presence that can overcome any feelings of discomfort.)

(Even if we were to come up with an entirely new staging and choreography starting from now, they should be able to handle it.)

Rina: Because it’s exe Creed, I believe you can do the impossible!

The moment I said that…

Sakura: Isn’t that great? Sounds interesting to me.

Sakura-san nodded. As for the others…

Xeno: … Not bad.

Ivy: I think it’s a good idea too.

Hugh: Interesting…!

Jace: A special performance, huh. It’s acceptable, I guess.

Finn: That means I can be free to dance however I want!

Everyone agreed with smiles on their faces.

Xeno: Then it’s decided. Let’s get brainstorming right away.

With Xeno-san’s words as the signal, the members got into action.

(The performance will definitely be a success. Because everyone’s working together…!)

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𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘 — jeong jaehyun (teaser)

summary ▸ jaehyun had always thought that parting ways with you would have made his messy life a bit easier, but why is it that he so often finds himself all lost and your absence only makes his heart clench in loneliness? inspired by ▸ forever only — jaehyun

genre ▸ idol! Jaehyun x female reader | exes to lovers au | angst | fluff

word count (teaser) ▸ 667 estimated word count (fic) : 4k

release date ▸ tba

warnings (teaser) ▸ profanity

network ▸ @kflixnet

JAEHYUN SHOULD HAVE KNOWN IT WAS A BAD IDEA.

He should have known that cleaning his apartment on a sunday morning just because he wanted to be “productive” and get his shit together would make things worse for him.

He stares awfully long at the lavender coloured album titled “her”, which he had found on one of his shelves, sitting pretty and eating up dust. He gulped harshly as memories of you flooded his mind.

With his hand practically shaking, he mustered up the courage to flip to the first page of his once loved album, pupils dilating as his eyes landed on the first pic of you under a street lamp, the soft light illuminating your features and thus enhancing your appearance. You were smiling for the camera, pearl whites on full display.

He remembers that day vividly; when you both pretended to be strangers in your own hometown so that you could get lost in the familiar streets— a simple excuse to be in each other’s company for a little longer.

You were wearing a white top paired with a denim skirt, hair gently blowing with the breeze. Jaehyun stared at the photo a little longer than he would like to admit. You looked beautiful, as you always did.

He doesn’t understand. It was he who had suggested parting ways since his schedule was taking up a toll on him and the relationship just added to it, but then again, why is he the one who so often finds himself lost and subconsciously wishing your warmth would return to him, engulfing him like a cozy blanket?

Jaehyun’s not sure either. But what he is sure of, is the fact that there might be a tiny part of him that still longs for you.

It’s been a little over two months since your break up with Jaehyun. And now the sweet memories you left behind seem to have left a sour taste on his tongue.

Jaehyun sighed as he slumped back on his bed, the album falling on his chest with a soft thud. His orbs blankly stared at the white ceiling above. He misses you.

Hell, he had missed you the day he had shown up at your apartment door just to call it off, and he had hated how you knew his intentions before he could have uttered a single word.

The last kiss you shared at the door, the tears that flowed down those pretty eyes of yours as you held onto him tight, knowing that he is going to leave you; all those haunted his mind, playing like a broken tape.

Jaehyun thought he would finally get the much needed rest after the break up, but as each day passes by, he just found himself being more relentless than he was before. He admits he was selfish. He was selfish in calling off the beautiful relationship because he was too tired with his schedule to spare you some time.

He opted to give up, and not fight. He should have moved on from you, it was supposed to be easy after all. But here he is, seeing you in his dreams, in his everyday life and as soon as he inches closer to touch you, it all vanishes — it turns out to be an illusion.

His heart gets filled with deeper longing. He wants you back and it drives him crazy. Jaehyun isn’t supposed to be a coward, but he became one when he let you go, and now he became a greater one when he chose to not accept that he in fact, still loves you.

luna’s note ▸ here is a preview of what i am currently working on! i have always wanted to write this fic since forever only came out but after seeing an english cover of this song in feb (i think) my brain was finally ready to work.

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